Mmmmm Bed Please


Insomnia, yeah it used to be somthing I had that I thought made me cool.
"Yeah I can stay up all night and not need any sleep"
Cool yeah really impress people, I can go for several nights on the run without sleep. Like now I haven't slept apart from a couple of hours on Saturday, this isn't a intentional I've been out clubbing all night, this is a I can't fucking sleep thing!
When I mention it to people they often say, they suffer from it too. Trust me you don't. Being awake at half one in the morning isn't nsomnia, being awake at six in the morning with out any sign of nodding off for the third day in the row is.

I'm constantly ratty and short with people, my relationships with everyone suffer and all I crave is somewhere quiet to curl up a sleep. Trust me though nowhere is quiet when you have insmnia, the little hums and occasional clicks of things sound so fucking louad they drive you insane,

I'm so fucking tired but with no chance of sleep. It's fucking my mind up. Damn it!