The Scott and the Aussie. And why do I bother?

Ok seriously is it written somewhere that when I have a good night and meet someone nice that other people that I care about have to suffer? And have a terrable time?

Is it too much for me to ask that you guys actually express your feelings for each other? Really is it? No giving up a trip across a few continants doesn't express how you feel, nor, sonny jim, does playing a song about her, especially one about how she loves you and isn't leaving.

Have I taught you nothing about lonelyness? Do you guys really want to end up like me when you could be so much more? god If I could slam your heads together right now I would!

I just feel so helpless about this. Like there's something I could of done. like if I wan't having a good time with a good looking and charming lady I could of done something.

As a aside music is: Hammerfall, Child of the Dammed. Which may be appropriate. Or may be completly random.